in order to culminate vce, i should think like this.

(psh) i can do better than that.
just give it more hard work - and i could be the best.

Life; there's more to it.

I've only just got here, and I already feel like im beyond all of it.

some say one day, lucky for some one day is today

You know, not many parents approve of their daughters having a boyfriend.
And so I'm lucky to not have anything drastic happening to us at the moment.
I should be glad about that.

Even though, some are luckier - (in that they are allowed to have a boyfriend at this age), I surely should not go cry in my imaginery little corner, moping about how unfair it is that, that can't be me either.


Still, I can't say that I'm not envious of those who are allowed.
I don't like lying, definately not to my parents. But some things - you just have to sacrafice.

Do everything else right, and I won't have to feel so guilty about this?

Only God knows, and I hope he understands.

In terms of wearing

I always strive to be at least a little bit different (though I might not succeed, I can't be sure of what people think of me...)
because boy do i hate those tbs.
(Esspecially the viet kind) sorry to be racist, i'm half viet myself so it's pretty obvious im not very patriotic.
Just as i was telling kenny,
they all seem to look like that typical lady at those asian clothing stores liek Why Not etc.
Not only is it some what amusing, it's also quite irritating.

Daymn I'm a hard arse.

Criticise because

I'm just jealous I can't do the same
or feel that I shouldn't do the same


when in life, we should do whatever we want
as long as it makes us happy.