when i care too much

what if i tried to get somebody back on track?
it's not because i like to sound righteous or to be a mother or to be a smart arse, but because i know she still has the capability and mentality to be able to change in a better way.then again,

who am i to say what's good and what's not?
quite a complex matter actually.

really, i should just mind my own business, otherwise she might think i'm critisizing more than helping.or otherwise, something might backfire and i'd get offended and pissed off.

not good for neither of us huh?
sucks.
sucks to feel that you kinda lost what you used to have, not that they were a good influence newais. but it was fun sometimes, while it lasted. *shrugs* :)

I need to stop hating, wtf did they ever do to you.

It must be jealousy, pity, and shame.

Competing with mates, will ruin mates?

unless you're not selfish about it....


I can't expect to gain everything myself, when I've asked for their company, right?
I just hope she doesn't beat me to it.

Don't you hate competition.


oh what the heck.