the world never stops whining.

fat? complaints
skinny? complaints

what the fuq does the world want from us these days.

x_x; mas

A quiet christmas - in bed - not feeling well..
:( I miss kennyyy, I wanted to spend more time with him during this time of the year. Sigh o well hopefully new years will be good.

irritation beyond the limits

fuqing hell

Call me old fashioned

I wonder if people feel ashamed when they find themselves pregnant at 23 and they still look heck young like 19 or something...

Disgusting

My brain hasn't the capacity.

Chemistry would have been the easy exam if people knew there stuff. I didn't, cos I suck at it.

I also dislike inconsiderate people who feel they have to voice their opinions of how their exam went. Have they ever thought about other people's feelings? and perhaps no one really cares, frankly, how you went, and even maybe that you're not the only one who sat the bloody exam. It isn't about you.

Nevertheless, I don't really care how I went on that, that will be my bottom subject, 7th one. So it's kool.

But having said that, I don't reckon I'm gonna get a very high enter.. I'm even worried I won't get my course (high 80s).

Last exam tomorrow - art. I have to remind myself to stay focused, and refrain from trying to judge my capabilities or to hold expectations - this will only make me more anxious when sitting the exam.



CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE FINISHED THEIR EXAMS!! YOU GUYS NOW ARE LITERALLY - PHYSICALLY - MENTALLY - EMOTIONALLY - AND POSSIBLY EVEN PARENTLESSLY: FREE!

sick of all this bullocks.

more bitter than sweet

i live a miserable life, with a miserable self esteem

it's not like i walk into my favourite subject, thus best possible exam with a negative outlook, i actually thought i'd be okay considering how much work i've done. But i was wrong, i let chance get the better of me.

don't ask me how it went. don't wish me luck.
don't come prancing towards me or anyone with smiles all round assuming that we might have felt just as good as you did after it
make no assumptions
don't make people feel like shit by rubbing your success in their face



make no such mistakes.

I know numbers don't mean anything, but it means a lot to my self esteem

I pray to god, that he'll have me succeed. Give me a wonderful number for my enter, like a 90 or above, so that at least I don't feel so worthless and stupid all the time.

it's about school

depressed and unmotivated.
just gonna watch vids and try again another day.

en oh

"love the people who treat you right..."

it's true, you can love those who treat you kindly, sweetly, and all the corny crap. whether it is genuine is a different story...

friendship can last without spending everyday with them, it can last without the compliments, it can last without gifts and sugar coated words. But it won't last without justice, altruism, encouragement, or genuine care/concern for one another.

cos that's what really matters

go on, boast, cos we allll wanna hear it.

let's sing the - I don't care song.

I don't care about all your little achievements, nor do I care of how you feel so good about yourself at this point.
Gosh, blogging is really about the self centred and self absorbed and constantly cries "look at me look at me, my life is interesting and all things wonderful, envy me"

- she was right, I sure hope I ain't like that, if it's one thing I'm certain of, it's that none of the above are my intentions.

ps. I wish I had of continued debating from year 10?....the amount of travelling to diff schools to debate is ridiculously time consuming and hasseling. I guess you can't do everything in life ey.

at least i won't regret this aspect of my life

music, i wouldn't have it any other way

More is a man, a very difficult one at that

A Man For All Seasons is a great text.
But I didn't do it justice.

AND IT'S SUCH A FRKN PITY T_______T

very much peed off

there is something evidently wrong with me

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by elvis200812

the quiet life

i frkn swear

experiencing what keats had

it really does all become good, when understanding is enhanced on a whole new level. 

John Keats (1795–1821).  The Poetical Works of John Keats.  1884.

24. On first looking into Chapman’s Homer

MUCH have I travell’d in the realms of gold,     And many goodly states and kingdoms seen;     Round many western islands have I been   Which bards in fealty to Apollo hold.   Oft of one wide expanse had I been told         5     That deep-brow’d Homer ruled as his demesne;     Yet did I never breathe its pure serene   Till I heard Chapman speak out loud and bold:   Then felt I like some watcher of the skies     When a new planet swims into his ken;         10   Or like stout Cortez when with eagle eyes     He star’d at the Pacific—and all his men   Look’d at each other with a wild surmise—     Silent, upon a peak in Darien.

i must learn to take my own advice.

if i could complete all my work to an earlier date, allow myself for more revision time,
i would probably most likely enjoy my subjects more, and hence excel in areas i wouldn't have thought i could otherwise.



if only hey.

i can't believe i need to be saying this, but fuq, i need to get out more.

i believe in fate

today was one heck of a day

i want to be a witty writer
i want to know how to make my own clothes too

lost, baffled, to say the most

i don't need to think anything

?

dare i question that unconditional love 

d - pressed

gonna knuckle down into some homework tomorrow, it's about time i did.

silence .................. is golden

hysterical

Since I've been so deprived of the internet, the irony of having to "catch up on blogs" is a little startling.

I have to catch up on life if anything...

*readers chuckle - "ya think?"*

i am very irritated at the moment

because i'm always irritated, and all the other negative feelings available in the english vocabularly.

this is not how you care

fkn hell, stop fussing would you.

No more dreading, no more brooding (even though easier said than done)

Already a third of the way through...
all the more reason to spend it to the best of my abilities.

When you ask if I'm alright, you ask because you want to feel the satisfaction of being right.
You don't genuinly care.

my dad is a tight arse. and is plain rude.

i end my case.

When you thought everything was dandy

conditions, always apply.


You'll always want what you can't have, even whilst you know it.

ain't like that no more

sadness
&
pity

the two i feel right now

be the competer

Don't be like them.
Excel from the rest.
And prove that you're not your own hypocrite.

in order to culminate vce, i should think like this.

(psh) i can do better than that.
just give it more hard work - and i could be the best.

Life; there's more to it.

I've only just got here, and I already feel like im beyond all of it.

some say one day, lucky for some one day is today

You know, not many parents approve of their daughters having a boyfriend.
And so I'm lucky to not have anything drastic happening to us at the moment.
I should be glad about that.

Even though, some are luckier - (in that they are allowed to have a boyfriend at this age), I surely should not go cry in my imaginery little corner, moping about how unfair it is that, that can't be me either.


Still, I can't say that I'm not envious of those who are allowed.
I don't like lying, definately not to my parents. But some things - you just have to sacrafice.

Do everything else right, and I won't have to feel so guilty about this?

Only God knows, and I hope he understands.

In terms of wearing

I always strive to be at least a little bit different (though I might not succeed, I can't be sure of what people think of me...)
because boy do i hate those tbs.
(Esspecially the viet kind) sorry to be racist, i'm half viet myself so it's pretty obvious im not very patriotic.
Just as i was telling kenny,
they all seem to look like that typical lady at those asian clothing stores liek Why Not etc.
Not only is it some what amusing, it's also quite irritating.

Daymn I'm a hard arse.

Criticise because

I'm just jealous I can't do the same
or feel that I shouldn't do the same


when in life, we should do whatever we want
as long as it makes us happy.