I need to stop hating, wtf did they ever do to you.

It must be jealousy, pity, and shame.

Competing with mates, will ruin mates?

unless you're not selfish about it....


I can't expect to gain everything myself, when I've asked for their company, right?
I just hope she doesn't beat me to it.

Don't you hate competition.


oh what the heck.

no i still don't know when i get me braces off, cry cry

i want my braces off alreadyyyyyyyyyy, i've had them on for more than 3 yearssssssssss D: :'(

Here I sit, sit I here.

Staying home, on a cold autumn's day, with nothing but homework to do...
is driving me insane.
I'm not even doing the bloody homework.
It's too freaking cold, and all I want to do is sit in bed with my laptop, and youtube.
And, I want to stay off the floor as much as possible, because there was a cocroach in my room that I can't seem to find and kill. So now it's probably lurking behind dark corners or intertwined with cables and wires - but I don't dare look to see.
That's why I'm on my bed - and you don't tend to do much in bed.
You kind of actually need a desk and a chair to do - at least your maths homework on.

But I'm not even youtubing. Cos I know I shouldn't. And I know I shouldn't be on; mypace, blogspot, livejournal, xanga, either. But I was and I am.
The guilt and regret proceeeeeeeeeds.
So I stop.
But I do nothing.
Either way I lose.

Rofl. This is turning into a gay blog.

bad personalities are easy to catch onto

All of a sudden i've gotten more precautious of copy-cats.
I got over it ages ago, but it's starting to creep back in a g a i n n n n n n ...

Anyways, i really hate my chem and methods teacher. That teacher - being the same for both - quite unfortunately.
She teaches jackshit, and it just so happens to be two of my weakest subject. (methods i could be good at {i admit} IF i had a better teacher than this mf.)
Farrrrrrr frkn out. I swear I am very very very agrovated, angry, fustrated. Can't fkn breath. Need to breath. Need to bloody lecture this lady. Bad thing is, I only hate her for her teaching methods. Her personality is alright (when not teaching - like most teachers). But her teaching has gotten to the point where I would just fkn hate her overall.
Cos of her I spend most of my time brooding over shit I can't do cos I've never been taught it properly at skool. SCHOOL = WHERE YOU LEARN YOUR SHIT. NOT TUTOR. TUTOR = HELP YOU WITH UR CRAP. NOT FKN TEACH. TEACHERS AT SKOOL DO THAT FKN JOB. WE PAY FEES TO BE TAUGHT. NOT TO BE SET A HEAVY LOAD OF HOMEWORK IN WHICH WE CAN'T DO ANYWAYS COS WE NEVER LEARNT IT. OR ARE SOMEHOW JUST THERE FOR US TO MAGICALLY TEACH OURSELVES COS WE'RE SUCH SMART KIDS.

NO.

UNFORTUNATELY WE ARE NOT ALL THAT BRIGHT. fkfkfk.
DON'T FKN GIVE A FK. IM GONNA SIT HERE ON MY HINE ARSE AND WAIT FOR U FKR TO TEACH ME THE SHIT. NOT GONNA GET ANYONE ELSE TO TEACH ME IT UNTIL U FRKN TEACH ME. OK? OK?. fkfkfk, not gonna give u the money for getting other ppl to fkn teach me.

i am very angry.