I wonder if people feel ashamed when they find themselves pregnant at 23 and they still look heck young like 19 or something...
Disgusting
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
My brain hasn't the capacity.
Chemistry would have been the easy exam if people knew there stuff. I didn't, cos I suck at it.
I also dislike inconsiderate people who feel they have to voice their opinions of how their exam went. Have they ever thought about other people's feelings? and perhaps no one really cares, frankly, how you went, and even maybe that you're not the only one who sat the bloody exam. It isn't about you.
Nevertheless, I don't really care how I went on that, that will be my bottom subject, 7th one. So it's kool.
But having said that, I don't reckon I'm gonna get a very high enter.. I'm even worried I won't get my course (high 80s).
Last exam tomorrow - art. I have to remind myself to stay focused, and refrain from trying to judge my capabilities or to hold expectations - this will only make me more anxious when sitting the exam.
CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE FINISHED THEIR EXAMS!! YOU GUYS NOW ARE LITERALLY - PHYSICALLY - MENTALLY - EMOTIONALLY - AND POSSIBLY EVEN PARENTLESSLY: FREE!
I also dislike inconsiderate people who feel they have to voice their opinions of how their exam went. Have they ever thought about other people's feelings? and perhaps no one really cares, frankly, how you went, and even maybe that you're not the only one who sat the bloody exam. It isn't about you.
Nevertheless, I don't really care how I went on that, that will be my bottom subject, 7th one. So it's kool.
But having said that, I don't reckon I'm gonna get a very high enter.. I'm even worried I won't get my course (high 80s).
Last exam tomorrow - art. I have to remind myself to stay focused, and refrain from trying to judge my capabilities or to hold expectations - this will only make me more anxious when sitting the exam.
CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE FINISHED THEIR EXAMS!! YOU GUYS NOW ARE LITERALLY - PHYSICALLY - MENTALLY - EMOTIONALLY - AND POSSIBLY EVEN PARENTLESSLY: FREE!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
more bitter than sweet
i live a miserable life, with a miserable self esteem
it's not like i walk into my favourite subject, thus best possible exam with a negative outlook, i actually thought i'd be okay considering how much work i've done. But i was wrong, i let chance get the better of me.
don't ask me how it went. don't wish me luck.
don't come prancing towards me or anyone with smiles all round assuming that we might have felt just as good as you did after it
make no assumptions
don't make people feel like shit by rubbing your success in their face
make no such mistakes.
it's not like i walk into my favourite subject, thus best possible exam with a negative outlook, i actually thought i'd be okay considering how much work i've done. But i was wrong, i let chance get the better of me.
don't ask me how it went. don't wish me luck.
don't come prancing towards me or anyone with smiles all round assuming that we might have felt just as good as you did after it
make no assumptions
don't make people feel like shit by rubbing your success in their face
make no such mistakes.
Monday, October 19, 2009
I know numbers don't mean anything, but it means a lot to my self esteem
I pray to god, that he'll have me succeed. Give me a wonderful number for my enter, like a 90 or above, so that at least I don't feel so worthless and stupid all the time.
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